feel lost at maple as well as transparent

haiz is kind of feeling tat i nv have wat is de meaning of frienz until now i stilll dun noe.frienz can be trusted or cant. as A said i noe y le B noe where we are le,den A pm C n ask izzit u tell B where we are C tot tat mostly sat them will go out tgt le n C juz ask B u bo go out wit them n C dun noe tat will cause so much problem to them.after so many yrs i got frienz which i treasure so much de,at d end i think i have screw up all bah.May be me fated to be lonely wit out frienz de.Sorry to those i have cause so much trouble to them